Leaping
Sorrow enfold me
low and behold me
where do I start this
stare hard into darkness
that once was beauty
that really threw me
I need this ecouragement
what courage meant
to the sacrilegious sacrament.
joining a higher order
so stay within the borders
for a few seconds shorter
than you can handle.
hold close to candle
to see your inner dilema
and forever ago emma
called my name from the woods
I heeded the warning
that hot chip was warming
blossom to a problem
and let solution allude you
man that plans fool proof
full truth for cool youths
to cool for school
and apparently tolerance
let’s do a baller dance
throw money at bitches
while children in this country
cant afford dishes
you’ve got the munchies?
starved and alarmed
starving for psalms
your creator deteriorated
as you realized
the real lies
of veering nations
nationality fallacy
die for your avidly
misplaced valor.
in your eyes validly
placed but dismay and detest
as the best protest.
the civil unrest
as civilians undress
from their opressive identities
and expose the naked truth
We can do better.
so keep fighting,
keep drumming challenging, expanding, changing, evolving, improving
stop losing, resorting, distorting, forgetting, robbing, mobbing.
I have faith in myself.
have faith in me too
because we need a strong elite,
or we’ll never compete
against extinction.
let a few be the distinction.
your grandchildren will join us one day.
all you have to say
is that I understand and accept.
ignorance might be bliss
but we’re looking for perfect.
My thoughts cascade
the feelings you made
they jumble around
while I’m pressing down
against your center line
I want to be fine.
I want to lay down in you
I push myself forward
I’m usually a coward
but I’m tired of being tortured
by not feeling you outward.
I would stay mute
but you’re just so damn cute
In silence and speaking
as I continue my seeking.
while our tongues they are tieing
your body out and inside.
You occupy my mind
I can trace back the time line
to your kiss that was all mine
Laying down in darkness
your softeness, my hardness
smiling in your hair
I want to go back there
bodys all pressed
at both our behest
it was a comforting share
I want to go back there
simple and sweet
only begin to complete
the affection I hold.
you thawed out my cold
and now I am burning.
I have all these yearnings.
I’ve made it my mission
to gain your permission
to enter your wishes
your thoughts and your britches
your heart not your riches.
casual remains valuable
until we find something palpable.
I want to be alone
with you at a place to call home
to make you mumble and moan
to bite tease and please
so oh oh please me.
The words you inspired
The jokes that transpired
I like when you stare
I want to go back there
your language and laughter
before and after
I had some fear but
I wanted to go there
So here we are
it wasn’t far
Let’s Restablish boundaries.
that we Previously rejected
Because they didnt fit our needs
we thought it was imperfect.
We released our world silently
never knew we were protected
from people created so violently
That goodness was detested
I saw what all the mayans see
and we were best left seperated
how about you come and see
The future thousands have created
My words cut sharply
through the sound of harpies
All singing for peace
All singing false deams
change human nature
and put us in danger
cause humans live in thought
and it ain’t working out so hot
I’m getting tired, I’d like to restart
select a past chapter.
oh where did that master
remote control.
Remotely on hold.
from far away people
seem like nice creatures.
I just want to talk to them.
I want interaction.
I want some kind of action
i’m tired of still.
I’m tired of calm.
I’m pushing of till
they sound the alarms.
Let’s sound out the words.
so the childre can read
from the bible in verse
Corrithians 7:12-16
cause I don’t trust god
And she sure don’t trust me
But that doesn’t place blame
On my family.
So listen up kids
I won’t tell you no lies
John b did murder poor little omie wise
but he ain’t a sinner
cause he went to church.
Show me a passage
Where good things aren’t biblical
And I’ll show you a passge
into the mystical.
A place where no one is judged
based on their values or vanities
I should have constructed.
A better boundarie.
Drop dead legs
Topping regs.
Shop lift beds
To sleep, no meds.
I guess now I’m dead
headed by crediting words
To enunciate verbs
To really say what I’m doing
being I’m trying to get through to you
platform so crowded
I need a better argument
one that’s not clouded
by bad judgment
my choice to fantasize
instead of realize
To try to rehearse
Instead of converse
To make up excuses
when i could have been reckless
next time opportunity beckons
I reckon I’ll mention
that I really like jazz
and I like gansta rap
something to stop her.
I’ve got shit to offer.
Who do i write for.
i hope it’s myself
I need slight more
words of self help.
I guess I need a following.
The graves you dug are hollowing.
Our morals are degenerating
The wicked we are venerating
The dying artists decompose.
Musics become the weakest prose
I love cold shoulders.
I love hot showers.
I like being sick.
So I can get better.
Silhouette my sorrow
I’m no puppet just a shadow
Lay back as I establish
A persona of being shallow
Just missed fitting in right
My insides are wound up tonight
I guess I need a release.
I guess I need a story
I really want a golden fleece
To wear in allegories.
Cause Baby I’m a hero
I’m fighting my insecurities
I want to be a sparrow
I want to know what I need.
The hurried speech.
As flurried feet
Find themselves among the concrete
past the insignificance of wallstreet
Without the interruptions
They’re focused on reproduction
But that’s not the name they gave it
That’s not the way to say it
Reproduction is for surgeons
We’re just giving in to urges.
Your words, they’re poetic.
but I’m absorbed in the phonetic.
Putthing in sese, getting out change
Why does the world gotta be so estranged.
your laughter is melodic
makes me feel sporadic.
My words transform to tumbleweeds
Carried with the seeds that new love breeds
I’m searching for an inhale
of feelings truly meaningful
wandered to far from my train of thought
I’ll just get on at the next stop.
faces last longer
looking at some big picture
vision had bonded
to everyone else’s fixture
I couldn’t get it stronger
It wasn’t in my mixture, no
I couldn’t be haunted
by an anxious figure
Why’d you gotta be so pretty
It stops me from being witty
I want to call you adjectives
but I can only bat eye lids.
The sun is really beating
the earth don’t need no more mistreating
We should call the authorities
On the rich, corporate minority
majority control, never sounded so sweet to me.
And why does it matter?
We’re all just speaking matter
Just part of the batter
In a probability of an impossibility.
Someone should alert the father.
Send word to ignorant hillbillies.
This song was about you
Yes, I guess It was digression
It could still be about you
just with some really weird progression
I want you to say my name
with frameless hesitation
I could walk with you forever
to nameless destinations.
